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kk, i haven't been blogging lk for UBER LONG! hahax.. well, just went to citylife with vic ytd.. kinda cool event ba.. just tt the peeps weren't high enuf.. heh.. yes, this is my first post of 2011!
LOL.. came back at 4 in e morning.. n ate cup noodles + some aiyu jelly at cheers.. HAHAHA.. yea, hungry leh.. cool breakfast rite? n damn early too.. :) slept till 12.. so here i am blogging..
kk, since it's lk e first post aft i turned 20, some new realisations.. i'm 20.. 20.. 20.. need to know wad the hell i'm going to do with my life yea.. and make some good out of it.. i wanna pursue my own dreams.. and take control of my own life.. yea? YEA.
kk, 3 resolutions this yr? if there was even any.. yes i made them for fun.. just anth tt came to my mind then.. 1. finish reading my marketing books.. 2. spend more time with my friends beofre uni and more mugging starts. 3. get to know more people - mainly girls? HAHA..
recap of last yr, army was a rickety slope.. n i got a nice direct boss but a not so nice big boss who just picks on me cos i'm from RJ.. and he hates designers n happens tt my upperstudy is a designer.. LOL.. and a quite ok bigger boss..
oh, sth i wanna do b4 ord next yr, take pics with my HUGE boss.. then take pic with Zeus(get the hidden meaning?), and then another with this damn cool commander who has facebook, runs marathons regularly despite his age n talks to NSFs lk they're his friends.. and he's a one star.. to him, all i have is respect from deep within.. hahax.. a role model for us to follow yea, one man so powerful and yet not corrupted to think himself as a damn big shot, but taking the initiative to know his people better.. cool guy. sadly, he's not my boss. hahax..
oh, i took this panorama shot from ytd.. 
thanks to my godbro vic for the complimentary tics.. enjoyed e night at marina bay.. hahax.. 1st time exploring the area there so everything's just so new.. :)
just love the lights man..
Cybershot phone FTW. :)
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sometimes, maybe it's better to stay far away and lk not know abt wad's going on.. some things in life we can't get, but we'll wish them all e best. when u feel sad, it's not lk u can help it.. cos you never crossed her mind. don't worry. they're better girls in uni yea.
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post that shouldn't be posted.. how? k, vic, here's a post worth posting, cos it's not boring army life.. i just saw C on the bus, and the train. WTH. omg la. oh well, brings back old memories la. yea, lets say only vic, jiale, and simjoo will know who i'm talking abt yea.. oh, and zhiwei too.. (tt's if u still read this, sis.. hahax..)
happy early birthday cass. the last i checked, ur birthday was on 23rd Sep. and i guess we shouldn't just try to avoid each other e next time ba.. feels quite stupid now.. i'll just acknowledge you're my high school crush, and we've moved on yea.. i stand at e mrt and think to myself, we're just so childish ba.. it's possible to just be friends yea.
sujin, MM, JY, amira.. yea, i've moved on. high school's over. life goes on.. i still remember though, it's just tt you're the one who gives me the power to be the best archer there ever is.. even bttr than my coach.. hahax.. but tt's the past..
as someone once told me, or i might have read somewhere: embrace the present, and treasure it.. for we won't know how long it'll last..
all lives must come to an end, but most importantly, we've lived it to the best of our ability, and we die without regrets.
cass, take care, i know you won't see this, but lets just be friends, normal friends, and let's stop this nonsense yea? :)
slashed at 8:39 PM .
haven't been here in a long time! but yea.. busy, sick.. and all tt shit.. hahax.. weekends spend with friends.. oh wells.. yea, vic asked me to blog here.. so bro, this post is blogged. k? :D
hahax.. have seen some ppl change a lot in army.. most becoming better ppl.. starting to treasure the various little things around us.. i'm still myself, sentimental, and i always treasure ppl before myself.. yea, hasn't changed ba.. not likely to survive in a war, but not likely to not survive in a war, cos u got friends tt will die for you as much as you would die for them.. it's a paradox.. and usually, we all come out alive as long as we care for each other and look out for each other.. just lk how u dun solo when u play L4D.. hahax.. it's a ppl helping u tt make e difference yea.. u can b gd but it doesn't mean u're better than ur enemy who has teamwork.. it's just making it 5 v 1 and 5 v 4.. 5 v 5 u still stand a chance yea..
dun really lk those ppl who just keng a lot ba.. u spread e work evenly, everyone can get things done and go home ma.. we all stand to lose if no one works.. singaporean mindset. just feel lk stabbing some idiots lk tt sometimes.. heh.. sry, my temper is quite famous. or infamous. oops.
on a different note, sometimes, we all need to think about what we want in life. not doing wad our parents tell us. because this is your life. not your parents. only you know what you want. yea, they may think they know best, but whatever they want is just a mould they want you to be. it's not you. who's life is it ultimately? yours or theirs? after some time when you look back at yourself, you ask, is this what you set out to become? are you happy with what you are doing?
yea, tt's e qn i always tell ppl, since there r quite a few ppl asking me wad to do abt their lives.. when u feel lost or confused, always ask yourself, what do you want? some ppl ask, what course should i take in uni? it's your future, u choose it yourself, not your parents, and not me.. if your parents want you to take a course, and they like it so much, then why not they just go take it themselves? go with your passion, and be who you want to be. that's the true flavour of success.
a doctor sounds nice, lawyer sounds cool. k, i'm not discriminating, if you like it, it's fine, go for it yea! but don't do sth tt u dun like for the good part of your life, just because your parents say so. if you do, i say you're fucking retarded, and you deserve to suffer those years. cos tt way, i really cannot help you. passion can drive a person really far. really. believe me, i've felt it.
kk, shall blog more tmr.. this blog post's on passion.. hahax.. gdnite world.. :)
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